when i was in dire straits and in danger of losing my lease one of my requests was killed in the cradle because the first comment said i was a faker. remove that shit

To be clear, I never intended to scam anyone or anything like that. When I asked for money for a new battery for my car, or whatever, I wasn’t lying. I never intentionally misrepresented my needs. I’m just fucking stupid. I would ask for money for some particular thing, and then instead of holding onto it and being responsible, oops!, I’d go buy something stupid, and no, I don’t mean drugs (I need to clarify something about this, down-comment 👇).

I did not spend all or even most of that $4,000 on drugs.

I am a drug addict. So I do sometimes spend some of the money I’m sent on drugs. Some, but never all. I am not the stereotype you probably have in your head: drugs are not the most important thing to me. When I asked for money for a particular thing, that particular thing is what comes first. When I ask for money for gas for my car I NEED GAS FOR MY CAR.

If you don’t believe me, whatever. You believe what you want to believe.

I like how, no matter how many times I say that I didn’t blow all that money on drugs, that I don’t spend all the money I receive on drugs, this shit just persists and persists.

Nobody was honest with me when I posted threads asking if everything was alright, because it seemed like something was up.

We’re already probably the lightest touch active mutual aid community on the internet. It’s cool and I like it, but I suspect banning any meta discussion is only going to make donating (already a huge leap of faith sometimes) even less of a trustworthy shot.

I 100% love and appreciate the desire of this site and my comrades to make a judgment free mutual aid zone, people out there are very genuinely in need and shouldn’t have to sing, dance and bare themselves to get some help. However, I do think we have to recognise some basic level of practical limits of our opsec requirements and our shitty society. Banning all meta discussion, the tiniest caveat we have to establish some very basic trust, will not help people actually feel able to provide aid to people who need it.

All being said, I think there’s a fine line between metaposting and dramaposting. I see no reason the latter should be allowed. Also some relevant world-famous poetry I’m reminded of:

You often say, “I would give, but only to the deserving.”

The trees in your orchard say not so, nor the flocks in your pasture.

They give that they may live, for to withhold is to perish.

…

And what desert greater shall there be, than that which lies in the courage and the confidence, nay the charity, of receiving?

And who are you that men should rend their bosom and unveil their pride, that you may see their worth naked and their pride unabashed?

I think it’s fine as-is.

The WWW is plenty big. There’s risks in everything. My risks when donating make paypal a nonstarter, worst case for me is probably someone unfortunately winding up in a situation that makes the cops look at me. I don’t want that. Monero and a venmo account I’ve acquired which can be funded anonymously.

As a trans refugee living in a camp, I rely on communities like this to survive emotionally and materially. When I post for help, I’m not just fighting poverty, I’m fighting invisibility.

Removing meta posts that question or critique mutual aid requests is vital. Every time someone casts doubt or makes “meta” judgments, it makes people like me feel small, like we have to prove our pain or our worth.

This space should be about solidarity, not suspicion. Please protect it, so people like me can ask for help with dignity without shame or fear.

Meta posting opens the door to shame and ridicule. I’ve already seen this happen by browsing the modlog a few times - it just got handled and i think that it’s absolutely good it was handled. i think there’s nothing to really say about MA that can’t be discussed as issues arise, privately. For better or worse, there are people who enjoy wrecking stuff like it. Issues with specific users can be handled by mods and admins - a lot of what can be said about it would be to curtail or limit the function of MA - the additional burden would be suppressive of use.

Please don’t give any room to the sorts who want to metapost about mutual aid - I’m sure some folks mean well, but it’s just going to enable drama that doesn’t need exist and will impede function

I think the meta posts should be removed. I’ve only seen people be harassing doing it and the people that need help in m_a (as I am and have been) don’t appreciate being talked down to or given unsolicited advice during a bad period of their lives.

I used to give pretty regularly but ended up blocking the comm once folks started doing rolling fundraisers for multiple hundreds per month. Just rubbed me the wrong way. There’s not a soul on this site who couldn’t use an extra few hundred for bills per month. I was more interested in helping folks out who were experiencing acute emergencies.

I think it is important to center people who use it; their opinions to me are more relevant in this situation than my own.

It doesn’t really feel like the mutual aid is very mutual. And alot of the people posting consistently on mutual aid don’t really seem to post or interact outside of the comm. I don’t really know too much about the situation but that’s just my two cents. Not sure if the comm is accomplishing what it set out to do.

You know what sucks is that for people complaining about scams or people soliciting for donations for food and then using it for drugs - like, hexbear anonymous donations aren’t as substitute for an org in that city or a food bank. We could at best cover a chunk of or entirerty of someone’s rent once or, ironically, pay for someone’s drugs a few times (why not, I like my own drugs like coffee and cigarettes and shit so why shouldn’t someone struggling with cash get them) or maybe help with groceries a couple times. But we could never replace a food bank or a shelter or training programs or whatever, because we’re an anonymous forum of mostly hard up for cash leftists.

There’s also not a lot of mutual aid in the mutual aid comm - the amount of mutuality depending on someone needing short term financial help and then getting their feet unser later. Theres aid in the mutual aid comm, the amount which notwithstanding, but how can someone asking for food every day actually do the mutual part of mutual aid on an online anonymous forum? There’s stuff they could actually do in person where they live but how would we direct that or have anything to do with that? Some of the stories people have also suggest they actually should stop trying to help the people around them and focus on their own survival - like maybe you can’t have a roommate living with you in your car cause it’s another mouth to feed. Or maybe you need to check in to an inpatient medical program if youre actually risking DKA and hypoglycemic events as often as the posts go up. There was one person who I recall in a, self disclosed, manic episode gave away a lot of their money to an ex or whatever and now couldn’t afford rent. Like, whatever the circumstances, you’re not in a position to be trying to help other people with money yet and so there’s not really a mutual element.

An actual mutual aid network isn’t just charity, like we’d ideally be organizing so that some frequent posters would be hooked into real programs that meet their actual needs - except we’re anonymous too lol. Like it’s a mess.

I feel like allowing meta posts is going to seed witch hunts and struggle sessions with real monetary stakes which feels gross. The post you’re responding to is already fairly obviously some offline drama between a constellation of users. If the mods/admins want to take charge of “protecting the good people of mutual_aid” and allow people to report scammers, I think that’s your guys prerogative, and whatever level of transparency you want to give to that is fine.

In general it’s incredibly difficult to judge these kinds of things in an online anonymous board, and it would not be our place to moralize who is deserving of aid based on what will inevitably be internecine drama. Allowing for even the hint of purity testing is going to endanger the long term ability for people to access aid on the site, and create an even more unfair advantage for people who are known quantities which they could then also quite easily exploit.

In short, because we can’t know, we shouldn’t care and it’s not our place to. Caveat emptor.

I think meta posts being allowed is good. There should be a way to make suggestions and such and meta posts allow that

I think there should be a one post a day rule. I’ve personally needed help and never posted because the current meta is to drown each other out. It makes an already stressful thing to do feel adversarial, and I don’t want to be pushing other people down.

As for if there’s people scamming? Of course there are this is the internet. Not much to be done about that without also potentially harming someone in need.

Here’s a dumb but honest question: what even is mutual aid, and how is it different from charity? Cause rn it looks like we are running a very disorganized charity for both regular community contributors, as well as people who use this site almost exclusively for the comm. Is the difference that the money goes straight to the recipient without any accountability or organization or records? Just wondering how this system is supposed to work.