What’re you into, what’re you looking forward to, what’re you happy about?
Please
I am feeling terribly self-harmy in advance of my birthday next week
I got to the point of making a pros and cons chart
give me something to be vicariously happy about or something to look forward to, please
Pro: I love you and the world is a better place with you in it, even if birthdays are… a mixed bag so to say
I mean, hell, my partners car popped a tire so we had to borrow her mom’s car and it didn’t have A/C, so we had to run our errands in 90°F+ heat and couldn’t even enjoy our leisure time because we were dying from getting baked
And my birthday cake melted in the heat too, but we salvaged it
Suffice to say, there’s ups and downs and believe me, sometimes those downs are downs
You are a beautiful spark in the darkness, don’t let it snuff you out
😭 this is the kindest thing anyone has said to me in a while, and it makes me cry every time I read it
I appreciate your kindness more than I can say, thank you very very much ❤️