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Cake day: April 28th, 2023

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  • At the moment i was definitely more surprised and awkward but after some time i realized i was glad he did that, It brings some much needed closure. As i said, he wasn’t always totally awful, he even defended me a few times when he recognized things went too far. Looking at his life afterwards, the way he got into theater, he seems to have made many changes for the better, don’t know what prompted him.

    What surprised me was also the way he spoke, his voice almost had a sort of constant tranquility, like he was at peace and wanted to atone for his behavior. But afaik he wasn’t that much into religion to explain it.

    But i was also always more angry at the other two, not him as much. I blame them for the social anxiety that plagued me my whole life.













  • It’s mostly a personal interest. Sometimes i think i do that because it’s a sign from my brain because my life is too boring otherwise lol.

    I often treat it as people often people treat their journals: its a bit therapeutic because you lay out your thoughts exactly as you remember feeling in the dream.

    But i totally get disoriented mornings too.


  • When I wake up and know that the dream was particularly good I’ll immediately write it down on my phone while it’s still semi fresh in my mind for this reason. Over the years I’ve got quite a collection. Often I’ll read a random one and I’m always impressed and weirded out by what my mind came up with lol