Some friends I know who feel similarly just don’t bring it up and set their pronouns as ‘any pronouns’ when asked. can’t say if it’ll work for you but it’s an option to consider.

It’s important to know that experimenting is good! Even if nothing changes in the end you’ll learn more about yourself as a person. It’s always worth experimenting with your gender identity just to see what makes you happy and what doesn’t, no matter what anyone else thinks