As a completely unqualified observer, I would say you should pursue the thing you like over wasting two years of your life doing something you don’t care about.

Kinda sounds like you know what you want to do tbh lol

It’s probably a recoilless rifle, doesn’t need to be anchored like a normal cannon.

Being up in the middle of the night in the summer of 2003 watching adult swim in my (parent’s) basement as a kid. I had horrible anxiety and trouble getting along with other people for various reasons, and my parents weren’t much help. When I was here watching this, in a room I never usually went in, it was like being in a different world. I felt calm for the first time in forever, and the weird adult swim stuff made it feel even more otherworldly and separated from my normal life. The adult swim bumps and content from that time are so cemented in my mind but looking at it now they’ve changed so much, so many times. I’ll still remember it the way it was.