Come one and come all! Stop by and share with us what brain worms you have wriggling in your noggin!
I’ll share one of my recent brainworms: I remembered one time when I was in middle school I got asked out by someone hot but turned them down because I was insecure, anxious, depressed, and didn’t really understand what the hell puberty was doing to me - on top of being a little shit edge lord - and now I constantly get random memories from across my life thus far where I realize mistakes I made that could’ve lead me to have at least a bit more of an interesting life to think on and still keep me up at night thinking about lmao.
Another one is “damn I really should’ve paid attention in school more” not necessarily for college or anything but because there’s a lot of interesting material I glazed over and now regret doing so, being the fucking bookworm I am now.
And last one is wishing I didn’t fuck up so many relationships or opportunities to form one (not just romantically you dweeb ). I had the chance to make acquaintances with so many cool cats and the younger more shittier me just let those chances slip by like tears in the rain.
Someone I have a crush on is leaving the country for 6 years to pursue a PhD. We went to the beach this Sunday with friends, and she gave me a ride back home. When it was time to say goodbye, we hugged for like 6 minutes (as I guess, a sort of pre-farewell. She’s leaving in a week). I keep going to my bed to think about/remember that hug.
I get that, bud. I had a similar thing happen.