idk I just wanted to talk to some uhhhhh systeming folks mhm yes yes the uh diversity of the experience of identity, self, perception and more! :) shy

I can go first, shit is whack, holy hell!

idk it still does not feel real and idk how long before it will finally settle in? maybe it is something I have to swim upstream against like a salmon to feel real about? maybe that does not matter?

also it is sad I feel like I need to conform to a certain standard or way of plurality to be valid smh where is the appreciation for diversity of experiences and minds-- the former statement to myself.

maybe I will post some system art!!! (i want to share art I make so badly) :) YIPPEEE!

yes maybe I am too online or maybe I just like talking to nice people that may have similar values who may “get it”

meow creature

    • starry_soda [comrade/them]@hexbear.netOPEnglish
      2·
      7 months ago

      genuinely chaotic, mayhaps? I keep feeling like they are not real and that denial smooth things over but they are also very much real and (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) yes I just… I DON’T KNOW everything is complicated hahahaha :)))

      • Juice [none/use name]@hexbear.netEnglish
        2·
        7 months ago

        Thanks for sharing, comrade. I’m sorry that you were made to doubt your own experiences. Ive felt like that before, for sure. Everything is complicated!